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pengeeeen bAngeet ngeJAUH,, biar kamu ngeDEKETin,,

pengeeeen bAngeet SAKIT,, biar kamu PERHATi'iN,,

pengeeeen bAngeet
ngILANG, biar kamu NYARI'in,,

PENGEN KAMU, yg ga bs tanPa aQ,,,


Saturday, October 24, 2009 at 3:58am
Patricia Lavrina.

What i feel

Mungkin aq tak sEperti dirimu, yang sesaat bisa melupakan semua...
Melupakan rasa...

Cinta

kasih,

sayank

resah,

gelisah,

rindu,

benci,

amarah,

sakit hati...

Aq btuh waktu...

Mungkin shari,

seminggu, sEbulan, sEtahun, sEwindu...atau takkan pernah bisa..!

Bila Aq ada dihatimu hargai pErasaanq...

Aq takkAn pErnah tinggalkanmu,

TApi, bila qm mEmintaq untuk pergi jgn bEharap Aqkan kmbali...!


Sunday, November 1, 2009 at 11:26am

Patricia Lavrina.

Like This Song

Alter Bridge -In Loving Memory

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone and
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I never knew what it was to be alone....no
'Cause you were always there for me
You were always home waiting

But now I come home
And I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know
You're a part of me
And its your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of the one that was so true
You were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I never knew what it was to be alone....no
'Cause you were always there for me
You were always home waiting

But now I come home
And its not the same no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

I'm glad He set you free from sorrow
But I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you'll be here
With me still

All you did you did with feeling
And you always found a meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

Kenangan Terindah bersama kamu

Semua udah lewat sih, tapi aku baru sempat ngeblog lagi coz aku ga punya temen curhat lagi, setelah putus dengan Patricia Lavrina (nama mantan pacar aku) aku lebih suka sendiri, merenung, nangis-nangis bombay :'( pokoknya sedih banget dah..
Tentang pacar aku ini, orangnya baik banget, sabar banget, pengertian banget sm aku, sedangkan aku sebaliknya, suka bikin dia nangis, suka bikin dia marah,, Huhu... Dan rasa kehilangan ini baru sangat terasa saat aku diputusin sm dia, rasax hancur, rapus, sedih, pokokx ga enak dah, tapi dasar laki-laki dimana2 sama aja, sok nutupin perasaan hatinya dengan banyak ketawa, maen, ngumpul, tapi tetep aja klo lagi sendiri pasti sisi sensix keluar juga, dan itu lah yg aku rasain SEKARANG...

Emank bener kata orang2, kita ga pernah tau gimana rasa sayang dengan orang lain sebelum kita kehilangan orang yang kita sayangi... Pas sadar, eh cintaku udah berakhir aja..susah melupakan kamu karena kebersamaan kita yg tak kenal batas waktu... tiap detik aku selalu kangen kamu, dan sekarang aku harus menelan kenyataan pahit, karna cintaku telah hilang.. :'(